Oh how I knew nothing of marriage. I feel like I knew nothing about this when I was dating.
I am feeling as though I start from the beginning about my understanding of marriage. I am laughing for the lack of understanding of this thing called marriage.
I would hear how it is hard and I know feel like I underestimated it. It requires work, patience, healing, forgiveness and more.
I feel mad at myself for underestimating this commitment, energy and work. But I guess we live and learn.
I feel now that we are learning about each other as new people, I need to erase all the expectations I had.
I hope we live each day with strength, power to forgive and forget even if it feels hard sometimes.